so damn unpretty.
Foolish talk or ideas; nonsense. Jess | 18 | Pansexual | This girl(: Pretty shy and awkward, and kind of nerdy. I tend to spam whatever I'm obsessed with at the moment. My imagination runs away from me far too often, but that's okay because reality kind of sucks. I'm not trying to change the world. I just want to find my place in it.
Time for sleeps, yes.
Cuz I’ve been burning all my aspirations down.
an entire night in minutes
3:07 am: my mother is still awake, drunk on gin and vodka.
3:09 am: her glass drops and breaks on the floor.
3:14 am: she starts crying and my father tries to calm her.
3:16 am: they fall asleep, arms wrapped around each other.
3:20 am: i realize we are all growing older.
3:21 am: i realize i will never be younger than i am now.
3:27 am: my room is too hot and the sheets snag on my sunburns.
3:35 am: the hole in my heart continues to expand.
3:36 am: i realize the utter uselessness of my life.
3:40 am:
My curtain just tapped me on the ear. What the fuck.
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Anonymous asked: You are very welcome :) Yeeesh parents these days. :p I love my parents, don’t get me wrong, he’s just…frustrating at times haha. |
I’d be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle.
I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired.
